A Good Start

The year seems to have started out on the right foot. The word of the year has held up well. I think about it first thing every day and organize my time around balancing my efforts, including rebuilding what I lost last year.

I still have a long way to go, but I can see how far I’ve come in a short time. The longer I can continue, the sooner I’ll recover.

Status

New Ishmael: I spent the better part of the first ten days of January tearing down the opening of book 1 trying to figure out what was wrong with it. Mostly it was too complicated and my early floundering around when I started writing it last year just made everything too tangled. Ultimately I wound up writing the first two chapters from scratch a few times until I discovered where I really needed the story to go without leaning on hidden plots, silly complications, and tangled story lines. I’m about halfway through the second draft revisions now. The story is coming together nicely, now that I have a better idea about what it is.

Old Ishmael: The other major project has been loading up an Obsidian vault with story bible details from all the stories set in the Solar Clipper universe. I’ve finished all twelve of the Ishmael books and started on Natalya and Zoya. I’ll hit Dark Knight Station after that before moving on to the Shaman tales. It’s been really valuable to identify the people, places, and things I’ve created – to say nothing of being reminded of what I actually wrote all those years ago. When I get this done, I’ll allocate more time to writing new words. I expect new stories will go faster because of the way I’m using Obsidian to organize things.

The Wizard’s Cat: In addition to tearing apart the new Ishmael story, I spent a few days ripping apart the many attempts at writing the Cat. I’m no closer to having this drafted but I’m a lot clearer about the pieces I have to play with and maybe have a slightly better idea of what that story might be. I’m letting it percolate.

What Am I Reading?

My reading has slowed down to something more reasonable lately, mostly because I’m spending more time writing.

This year I want to read some of the classics I haven’t read before and maybe revisit some of the stories from my youth. I read Moby Dick as my classic book for January. I’d never read it before so it seemed a good time to try it. Melville played fast and loose with story structure and point-of-view mechanics but it worked. I’m unlikely to use those techniques. They seem more suited to a by-gone age. And I can’t say I liked it, but I have to admit it wasn’t a bad story. February’s classic is Middlemarch. I’ll start that as soon as I’m done with my current read.

For January, Woodspell by C. R. Collins really stands out. Collins blends a kind of fairy-tale aesthetic with the surrealist sensibility of Carlos Casteneda’s Yaqui way off knowledge. The world is richly painted without being overdrawn. The characters, powerful and vulnerable. I found Rowena’s journey, as the centerpiece of the tale, to be compelling in the extreme, encouraging me to put off other things so I could read one more chapter.

But – as always – don’t take my word for it. Maybe grab a sample and see what you think.

A woman's face and shoulder in a partial cameo profile, filled in with branches and green leaves.

Notes in the Margin:
You can find the other books that I read – and enjoyed – this month on my new book review account on the Unseen City. (Corrected URL: 2/11/23. Sorry about that.)

Looking Ahead

My physical health continues to improve. I officially learn the results of my latest PET scan later today, but I’ve seen the report already. I’m not expecting bad news. I also made good progress on the treadmill in January. I’m up to covering 2 miles a day at 3 mph, which is my target sidewalk speed. I’m going to give it at least another week before I consider hitting the sidewalk again, but it shouldn’t be too much longer now.

Likewise, my mental health continues to improve. Part of it is doing the treadmill exercise but part is also my use of Obsidian to manage my ADHD. I’m doing a lot better about not losing big chunks of time and I’m able to keep on the tasks I think are important.

Add to that my journaling – 10-15 minutes each morning when I hand scrawl with pen and paper – and my daily haiku practice – a Mastodon thing where I get a daily prompt and write a short poem in meditation on some aspect – and using – that word. The haiku doesn’t reset my brain the same way sitting in silence meditation did, but it does quiet my brain weasels for a few moments each morning.

That seems like a lot, but – so far – I’m keeping it pretty balanced. The word of the year has proven to be a good guide so far. I’ll just have to see how long I can keep it going. For that, only time will tell.

Until next month, safe voyage.

Word of the Year

Before I tell you what it is, let me catch you up with what’s happened over the last month.

Between writing some essays on self-publishing and working on my story bible, I’ve banished most of the fog. I still have to deal with the normal ADHD brain weasels, but they’re not hiding in the left over mists of chemo and radiation.

I still have no spit and little by way of strength or physical stamina. Luckily it doesn’t take much to sit and type. Which I’ve been doing a lot.

Status

Every time I try to get back into Ishmael’s story line, I trip on something I need to know and waste time looking for it. I got tired of it and started writing the story bible for Ishmael’s universe. I finished up through Owner’s Share yesterday and will move on to the Seeker’s Tales today. My goal: Finish with By Darkness Forged by the 14th.

But I’m only going to work on back-filling for an hour or so a day. I need to get the new books loaded, too, so I know where all the moving parts. The next three books aren’t exactly self-contained, hence my drive to finish the backstory parts of the bible, but there’s enough to keep me busy just loading up names, places, dates, and key points.

I hope the work will pay off with a streamlined and clean second draft for the first book by the end of February with book two and three falling in March and April. I’ll be looking for betas and I need to see if my editor has any time available, but that’s a future-me problem.

What Am I Reading?

With all the writing and organizational stuff I’ve been doing, my reading has slacked off to a couple of books a week. Almost all my current sample pile comes from my Mastodon friends, so expect to see a lot of new names over the next year.

Today I’m finishing up book 2 of Kat Ross’s Nightmarked series. It’s a bit dark, but the richness of the setting makes up for it. A new-to-me magic system that develops – even for the characters – as the story goes on. A whole world full of people, some good, some evil, some just chaotic. All very real, even those that aren’t.

Ross hooked me on book 1. I’m just holding on for the ride at this point and it’s so totally worth it.

But don’t take my word for it. You know what to do.

Notes in the Margin:

A lot of people have asked about my favorite books from the last year. Of the 248 or so, my answer changes by the hour and day. As a partial answer, I downloaded my entire reading list for the year, sorted it into alphabetical order by author, and formatted it for you. The series and volume sort didn’t work the way I wanted but feel free to peruse it. Some of them are better than others, but every one of them passed the “sample first” test and held my attention to the end.

If you want to more about the books I’m reading this year, I also started a book review account. As I finish them, I’ll toss them in there for anybody to read. See what I’ve finished reading at The Unseen City. They won’t all be SF/F but I don’t review books I didn’t like. I reviewed City of Storms a few days ago.

Looking Ahead

I have another PET scan coming up this month. Six months after the completion of treatment. We’re not expecting to find anything too exciting. Fingers crossed for no surprises.

Oh, the Word of the Year thing?

I heard about this idea from Darusha Wehm who got it from C L Polk. Instead of having a list of resolutions that get forgotten by next weekend, we’ve picked focus words to guide our work in the coming year. The concept of having one word appealed to me – and kept me busy trying to think of the work I want to do in 2023.

Not just the writing work, although there’s plenty of that. I wanted a word that covered my recovery and establishing a new normal going forward now that all of my structures and habits have burned to the ground. I want to do more than rebuild the “before” times. Something for body, mind, and spirit.

I chose: Juggle.

It’s physical, requiring the use of the body. After last year, I have a lot of work to do to rebuild my strength and stamina.

It’s mental, requiring concentration and focus. Things I need support structures to manage.

It’s also spirit, requiring a meditation-like state of being in the moment as each one comes and goes. I want to be deliberate in my actions going forward.

It recognizes “drop,” “pickup,” and “try again” as valid – even necessary – ideas.

It’s also movement, the opposite of static.

So yeah. I’m liking Juggle. 

Until next month, safe voyage.

Clearing Away the Fog

The old Johnny Nash lyric keeps running through my head. “I can see clearly now. The rain has gone.” It might not be quite as clear as before, but compared to October I’ve got a lot more focus.

I’ve been writing again. Only a couple of hours a day, but I’m making progress.

Two factors drive this progress: I set up an account on Mastodon to talk about writing and I’m making progress in my favorite game – Ark Survival Evolved. Between the two, they’re helping clear away the fog, providing me with focus, and making me feel like I’m finally making progress.

Status

I’ve moved the various Ishmael files onto my main writing computer where I can get at them easily. I really like the way things are developing with the new through-line. It’s still a little choppy and slow going but it’ll smooth out as I make more progress on the new beginning.

Wizard’s Cat is still on hold.

What Am I Reading?

For starters, I’m not reading forty books a month any more. This month has seen a lot of samples that didn’t make the grade. Not that they were bad books. Just not the books I wanted to invest time in.

A couple of standouts: Aestus by S Z Attwell captured my attention for the superb world building and wonderful characters. The Mechanics of Magic by W B J Martin breathed some fresh air into the “hidden prince” trope. Both are great starts to what look like fun series.

Mjke Wood’s Deep Space Accountant got its hooks in me early in the month and I haven’t been able to let it go. Lots of fun reading that set up the series. I’m looking forward to getting into the Sphere of Influence series once I clear away the 25 new samples I have waiting for my attention.

Mostly it’s a comedy of errors with a nice helping of derring-do, out of the box thinking, and a main character I couldn’t help rooting for.

Maybe grab a sample and see what you think.

Looking Forward

The ENT and GI people have cleared me. The anomalous readings from the PET scan have been checked out and found to be nothing. I’ve been eating solid food for the past few weeks and enjoyed a full turkey dinner on Thanksgiving. Small but some of everything. I even cooked the feast myself.

I’ve a lot to be thankful for.

At the moment, I seem to have dodged a bullet with cancer. My family continues to fill in the blanks for me when I can’t do something, although those blanks have become fewer and farther between lately.

I am most thankful for you – the fans – who’ve been patient and understanding for the past few months as I’ve had to deal with everything. Your continuing support means the world to me.

Until next month, safe voyage.