Showing Up

A theme emerged from the shambles that was July. The universe hit me with notes about “showing up” and “the first five minutes.” A zen monk might have contributed.

Status

The Wizard’s Cat
At long last, I’m within a few words of the end of this initial draft. I’ve written more this month than I have in the previous year and it feels great.

Everything Else
Back seat on all of it. I know there are things that need doing to clear up old issues but getting the Cat off my desk has my sole focus.

What Am I Reading?

Looking back at my content library, I apparently read a lot of less than engaging samples. The book(s) I can recommend this month are the continuation of Sarah J. Hoodlet’s Way of the Wielder series. I recommended book 1 in last September’s post. Books 2 and 3 have come out since then and I just caught up with the story and it’s just as good, possibly better, than I remember.

It’s fantasy with a unique magic system and some extensive universe building. Each member of the cast of characters each brings their own contribution to the tale. It’s a story I loved spending time with and enjoyed every moment.

Some notes: The series gets a little racier (what the kids call “spicy” these days) as it goes on. Very tastefully done. There’s a hint that there might be a new series in the final chapter. It’s not exactly a cliff-hanger but very much a story thread that could grow into something in the future.

I really liked this series, but – as always – don’t take my word for it. Grab a sample and see what you think.

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Looking Forward

Something about August seemed to snap everything into focus in the middle of the first week. The “better place” I mentioned in last month’s post bore some fruit.

First, I decided to give up the idea of walking every day. I was failing at it regularly so I re-calibrated my expectations to be a 40 mile month. That’s just two out of three days. Surely, I could do that. The month became a series of 1, 2, and 3 days. Take the date, divide by 3. If the result is zero, no walking. Otherwise, walk.

Seems silly but it worked. I walked 42 miles last month.

Second, along with the walking came the mental and physical health boosts of getting up and moving first thing in the morning. This fed directly into my writing time and yielded major dividends. With almost 50k new words, the story got through the mushy middle and pushed through to what I think is going to be a satisfying ending for book 2 (wink, wink).

It’s still going to be weeks before I get this through the editing and publishing process. I’ve learned not to predict this stuff. Still, this first complete manuscript is the key milestone toward releasing the Wizard’s Cat into the wild.

I thought a lot about “showing up” and the importance of applying it. Early in the month I was reminded of the importance of sticking through the first five minutes. Those first five minutes always suck. For months, getting through them had been problematic. Sure, a few days I could get some words down. Some days it felt like I turned a corner only to run into a brick wall by the end of the week.

The walking helped all that. So did playing games. So did the Bradbury advice: Don’t Think.

So I showed up, threw away all my word sprints and gamification and planned interruptions, and just wrote for an hour at a time. Yes, I timed it so I would take a break and walk around a little between sessions.

And thanks to the Paul Loomans book, I’ve Got Time, I discovered that relying on intuition actually helped. By doing less scheduling, simpler planning, and working on kairos rather than chronos1 time my ADHD became much less of an obstacle.

Will this new found energy stick around as the weather turns cooler? I hope so. Racing the sunrise to walk before the day heated up gave me a non-negotiable starting point for the day. Throwing out the “streak” mentality by enforcing a regular reset helped a great deal. Having the 40 mile goal gave me an achievable milestone to shoot for without having to be “perfect” to get there.

Most of all, the satisfaction of finally seeing this story come together, however flawed it is at the moment, has put new wind in my ancient sails.

I can’t wait to see what happens next.

Until next month, safe voyage.

  1. Ancient Greeks Had Two Words For Time

Dog Days

July started so well but summer beat me down.

Status

The Wizards Cat
It’s still open on my desktop. I look at it but I’ve not managed to move the needle much. I blame the summer doldrums. It’s as good an excuse as any.

Everything Else
No change. I’ll eventually get back to SF. Someday we’ll get the Tanyth audiobooks squared away. I have zero idea when

What Am I Reading?

I’m still ruminating on the Looman’s book. There are seven lessons and I’ve yet to manage all seven. In spite of that I’ve been reading up a storm, mostly grinding through fantasy and litRPG series.

My recommendation for the month is BR Kingsolver’s Rosie O’Grady’s Paranormal Bar series. I’m kind of a sucker for underdog-makes-good stories and Kingsolver’s Erin McLane filled the bill for me. Great, very flawed main character trying to make up for the damage she’s done while healing from the damage done to her. Terrific supporting cast including the bar owner, Sam O’Grady, and a host of others. I even liked the vampires a little.

Quite violent. Lots of fights and people getting swords stuck in them various ways. Most of them deserved it. I still enjoyed it.

But, as always, don’t take my word for it. Maybe grab a sample of book 1, Shadow Hunter, and see what you think.

A dark haired woman in a blood red leather coat and black pants stares out of dark alley with green fire rising from the palms of her hands. She does not look friendly.

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I publish a newsletter every month on the 15th. You don’t need to subscribe to get the mid-month update. You can find them archived on my newsletter’s public page at Kit.

Looking Forward

The household got turned upside-down mid-month when one of the kids got an apartment and moved out. It’s a great place. Perfect starter in a nice neighborhood. Small and a “walk-down” but in this climate, that means buffered from the heat of summer and the cold of winter. It left a hole in our well-ordered household and we’re all catching up from the change.

I expect the hot weather will continue putting a damper on my morning walk, which makes my mental health – not to mention my physical health – suffer. I’ll get it back together. Eventually.

I’m still planning on finishing this book. Eventually. Certainly before I try to write anything else.

For what it’s worth, I feel like I’m in a better place now. I just need that place to include a recalcitrant cat.

Until next month, safe voyage.

-N

Summer Heat

We’ve moved into summer, officially. The period where we celebrate days when the temp only reaches 90F. Yet there’s some encouraging news this month.

Status

The Wizards Cat
The sprints didn’t last long, but something else happened. I just started writing spontaneously. Keeping the file open on the desktop. Yesterday I wrote for about an hour before I realized what I was doing. Felt good. Natural. Like maybe … no. I won’t jinx it.

Everything Else
Still on hold. I’ve had glimmers of Ishmael and Zoya stories peeking out around the edges. It will be good to get back together with them eventually.

What Am I Reading?

The most significant reading has been Paul Loomans’s I’ve Got Time. It’s not a book I’d recommend for entertainment but it has really helped me rebuilding my practice. It’s working (as evidenced by the recent writing) but it will take some (pardon the expression) time.

Book of the month? I spent a lot of time with Cássio Ferreira’s Hidden Class: Handyman series. It hit all the right buttons for me with a doofus turning his life around by playing in virtual reality. Fun, occasionally funny. A bit silly at times but I enjoyed the first three volumes.

It might not be your cup of joe, but maybe grab a sample and give it a try. You might like it.

A young man dressed in gray clothing with a headband holding his hair back spins clay on a potter's wheel.

About the Newsletter
I’m still publishing it on the 15th of the month. You don’t need to subscribe to get a mid-month update from me. You can find them archived on my newsletter’s public page at Kit.

Looking Forward

Reading the Loomans book has helped me re-organize my daily routine by making it less about “getting things done” and more about “letting things happen.” Like the writing. Letting it happen instead of making a production of it.

I might have been over-thinking it. Trying to hard to make it happen. Loomans has me rethinking the way I organize everything. I’ve shuffled my morning around to minimize the distractions. Making the first couple of hours of the day flow comfortably instead of rushing, pushing to get things done as soon as possible so I can do whatever. The things I want to get done, get done. I still have my checklist but it’s a safety belt against ADHD instead of a rigid set of commands.

I feel like I can breathe again after much too long.

Will it work for awhile? Probably. I’m still working through the 7 lessons.

Will it last? Time will tell.

Until next month, crew, safe voyage.

– N